Interesting ailment.
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-...t/drc-20353633
Behavioral weight-loss programs
Many people with binge-eating disorder have a history of failed attempts to lose weight on their own. However, weight-loss programs typically aren't recommended until the binge-eating disorder is treated, because dieting may trigger more binge-eating episodes, making weight loss less successful.
Have you sought treatment for it already?