sounds like a healthy day Marmite!

eh yesterday was a bit boring, I need to go out and buy some stuff (hi-fi and / or tv) as the silence can get a bit wearing

anyway... I got up and did my usual waste of a weekend day thing of making coffee, drinking it, having a shower then going back to bed for an hour or three

woke up when estranged husband called saying 'can I pick you up and go for coffee or sthg?' so I caved and said okay - nipped out and bought an iron and ironing board so as not to incur the further wrath of my maid who is mortified by my lack of cleaning equipment... and waiting for (ex) husband to show up

he was coming round at 4 and at 3.30 i got an sms saying "I am here early shall I sit in the car or shall I come in?" why does leaving someone make them strange?

he came in and I made him coffee and we talked, which was rather difficult - but getting better... at least I didn't cry or anything

then we went out for MK, had a bit of an arguement in there which rather conflicts with their corporate ID but the sauce still tastes good even when you are arguing

the point is I am trying to stay friends... rather than make a complete and total "never see you again" break - but I wonder if I am being selfish... as I think it tortures him to see me, especially see me happy

I got home to find a mouse in my apartment!

anyway, I got online late and missed Wolf who is at the end of three days of 12 hr night shifts and had gone to bed early - so I chatted on YIM to a friend who lives in Texas, made a few uninspired posts on ajarn

and then went to bed

this morning I woke up to the smell of grass being cut... which was lovely, and something I rarely notice in Thailand, one of the few things I truely miss from "home" - that and the smell of the North Sea

*leaves hugs*

EDIT:hey goddess you jumped in front of me *smiles and snuggles* oh and I have to say it... Marmite, lovely arse you have there