Fok, 10 more hours then I got to go to the funeral, I foking hate funerals, when i was young i vowed the only funeral i would goto would be mine, in the uk i never went to one, i am slightly lacking in family so i never had that problem, as a kid i had one grandad who was a crazy fok and should have been locked up, i refused to goto his funeral, now i wish i did, but he was a crazy fok fortune teller, he used to do the old tarrot cards and of course the old crystal ball stuff, the crystal ball was wrapped in some dead womens clothing, black cloth, I only looked at it once as a child of maybe 12, but it was like a tv, whether it was my grandfathers interferance or not i saw my mom in a new dress etc in the old ball, I really hate this shite cos it freaks me out...