Yeah, thanks again for your support folks. The gal is serious but stable which is a great relief. I didnt ask anymore questions as it was the police who told me.
I got a bit carried away with that post as my focus, when I started, was about how folks can forget the fact that they go squeamish at those kind of sights. Somehow my brain just switched that bit off and I did what I did like a robot. It wasnt till later that it hit me.
I have felt like shit all day and I still aint that chipper. I find that lying down helps. I been doing a lot of it today.