she had 2 wk last night - got short sms after trying gto ring severa times sayin she was having a drink with somebody and would try to call later. i repied ok.x and that was it.

i got shitfaced and 4 hrs later i went to the place and she was not there so i got chatting to this savvy Thai brass at the bar who was so genuine i bought her a drink (unlike me) and she told me about her western f in Bk and how much in love they are and the pain and anguish he/thay went through over the unavoidable circumstances that lead to her working here.

I gave hert my numer and told her if she ever needed a friend or just somebody to have a chat with do not hesitate to call, then i started wafling on about how many horrible people ther are in the world and at some point i think i started to sob ike a big poof and next thing i know it's 5am and i am o the floor of the old china hand being helped up... was it all a dream?

no.

Now i have to go to work and it will be hell and i have taken the next 2 days off for valentines day but will i see her and should i fuck her off or suport and understand her and make her difficult job more easy?

tuff.

Did you know that the job i had b4 this one was as a scribe for hookers in Phuket? serious, they gave me food and a bed, pissup if lucky - and i had to write lots of emails to lots of boyfriends.