Whatever will be will be - it always has been. I have always been only a victim of myself and I have have made some of my misadventures with women public property on TV before because if I have had the spare time to do it, hell - at least I am entertaining people, and it is inevitable that some of those people will 'label' me a victim like a media biased edit, but I am not really asking for advice - I have told very little about this girl and virtually zero of how we met and how it all unfolded.

This started out as a pissed up post and it's only the replies that keep me going because I will supply entertaining threads if i see a demand - even if they are at my expense... I used to act the clown at school to get a laugh 'cause I liked entertaining but it was again, usually at my own expense.

This is getting deeper than it needs to be, I've asked nobody for advice, let alone anything else. I just need a world outside my own at the moment, and yes - perhaps one where I can vent a few of my anxieties to a wiser audience and that's it, as always I am doing no harm.

When I need advice regarding what to do next, and when i am ready to take it - I will begin a more serious thread, but this is just reality TV - and if among the flames I can get a few anecdotes from those who have had relations with Flippos, then I gain something too, but personally I tend to avoid posts if I don't find the title attractive or if I know what to expect.

I also know from experience that my personal life seems more entertaining than anything else I have to offer - i.e. 'Works both ways!' - That was my effort at something new (not about myself), but stick to what you know best is my mantra.