Retirement! I thought surely after reading the synopsis for threads being started in "The TeakDoor Lounge" where it says "This is the place for fun, a laugh and a joke and a bit of light hearted banter, come in and pull up a stool, Tell us what your day was like" that this is where this thread belongs.
After 37+ years of working for my country's federal government, I am now retired. I'm not sure that all the retirement planning in the world can possibly prepare one for the feeling they have on the day of retirement. After signing out from work for the last time yesterday, I drove home lost in my thoughts. First, I missed the exit off of the expressway that I wanted to take; second, I made a turn in the wrong direction to where I wanted to go, and third, I took a turn onto the expressway in the wrong direction. Yup, lost in my thoughts about the future. WTF!
Anyway, I did finally make it home. Wife was not yet home from her job at the child development center yet. I was going crazy thinking about the impact of this retirement. What had I done?
When the wifye got home I gave her the run down on my drive home from work. With my questioning my retirement decision I started driving her crazy as well. Anyway, we did go out and celebrate if that is what you want to call it when one retires. The wifey thought I would be over joyed but being a workaholic my whole life and wondering how things were going to go in Thai had me second guessing myself.
Could not sleep last night. Tossed and turned. I got up and ran through all the numbers again. OK, it was doable with a healthy stand by fund. House in Thai is paid for, no real expenses in Thai except for utilities, food, fuel and insurance for the car and a little savings requirement for a trip back to the home country occasionally. Other requirements that need to be funded are paying the X her monthly alimony (still not remarried after all these years - too bad for me), and the house in the home country still has a mortgage. I seriously thinking of selling that as it will eliminate any spending on something not being used. Other considerations include renting but that might just be too difficult when living in Thai.
Back to the retirement story. After not sleeping last evening, I thought about calling the boss and telling him to hold up on my retirement papers. and that I wanted to come back in on Monday.... status quo. I know if I did that I'd be driving the boss craqzy also. Anyway, I think I just have to get the thoughts off my chest, on paper, and take the retirement for what it is. A new chapter in life. After all, I have the movement transition to Thai to look forward to. I've earned it. I'll probably drink alot today. Got to get through the first few days and then it will be packing up for the move to Thai. Caio for now.