Just got wind of the fact that a friend of mine took her own life. We'd known each other for about 25 years. She was young (37), a good looking lass, very moneyed up (traveled often, always business or first, to exotic locations), but apparently that was not enough.
I dared not ask her aunt how she ended things, but I'm thinking OD. Life's a bit precarious. Given the amount I've imbibed I shouldn't even be here. She isn't. Rather shitty, innit.
Edit: if I'm terminal and I'm about to start shitting in adult diapers I'm joining her club. Fuck any chemo, life in hospital, sympathy etc.