Hi all. I'm gracelessfawn. I've been feeling narcolyptic lately.
I love feel good music, booze, deadlines, (life &; death?), Redbulls and long nights, good natural highs like a swift conversation or a quick fuck - (kidding), more booze, falling inlove - (kidding), falling out of love - (kidding), recuperating after - (kidding), making out, travelling, nomadic experiences. I enjoy hanging-out with my friends, bar-hopping, dancing, listening to more music, online gaming, reading books, and surfing the net. I love dark chocolate, soft cuddly stuffed toys or pillows, and scented candles.
There are days when I'm a loner. I can be in the middle of a crowd or a circus, but still feel ALONE! Most of it is my fault. I don't let people IN easily. On better days I'm interested in the world and the people in it. I’m a happy person. I feel stressed about the day-to-day irritations that seem to bother people.I’m not bitter or critical. I’d rather learn to enjoy something than put it down or hold up my nose. I believe that life is too short, we should make the most of it - walk in the rain, make friends, do something we really like, listen to good music, laugh, smile whether you’re happy or not because it might make someone else’s day.I’m a firm believer in karma. Not to say that I treat everyone as I’d want to be treated, but what comes around goes around every time, and I’ll just leave it up to karma to take care of that. I try to be nice, upfront and truthful to people. I’m not the type of girl that will kick your ass cuz I heard you were talking sh**t behind my back. I’m not the girl that can’t be friends with other girls. It’s funny how so many out there are threatened by each other or put themselves in competition with each other just because they’re all in the same room. My theory is this: Life’s hard and complicated enough to bother with unnecessary drama, so I've quit worrying about stupid s**t, cuz there are bigger things to worry about. If you don’t like me for ME then whatever, I like being different, and not like the rest of the crowd. BITCHES & HOES aint worth my time.
[Redbull, M150, coffee - they help me beat deadlines] [Music - helps me concentrate, relaxes me] [stuffed toys - someone I cuddle with at night] [stilts - makes me look scary!!!] [online gaming - great time waster, entertains me!] [dark chocolate - keeps me off the edge!]