Thread: Temptation - falling off the wagon

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my cousin had a piss up last week and i had not had a drop for 4 weeks.

had my first red wine at 7.15 pm and poored the last bastard at 4.45 am.

fuk , thats all i can say.

imo -- it is if you cant stop it even when you want to.

Originally Posted by mad_dog

Is a 9 or 12 beer binge once a month such a bad thing ???

I don't think it is, if you're dry for the rest of the time. Self-denial is a terrible thing.

I didn't realise you were pissing blood & such, that calls for some drastic measures, but a binge just once a month (it's only 12 days out of 365) isn't going to kill anyone.

Originally Posted by shehiredahitman

Originally Posted by mad_dog

Is a 9 or 12 beer binge once a month such a bad thing ???

I don't think it is, if you're dry for the rest of the time. Self-denial is a terrible thing.

I didn't realise you were pissing blood & such, that calls for some drastic measures, but a binge just once a month (it's only 12 days out of 365) isn't going to kill anyone.

the blood pee was due to a dodgy urethra and the subsequent surgery. They tested my liver and kidney function at the same time and it was 100% perfect. From 14 to 22 i binged on speed or booze every weekend (without fail) ( and 22/23 went on a tuely chronic alcohol binge) Thailand has sobered me up but i have a really addictive personality; the doctor prescribed narcotics I have to take are something that make my life so much better also appeal to my reptile brain "hmmm this makes you feel warm and calm" addictive nature. And even after horrible experiences caused by my 22/23 years old booze binge i still like getting drunk once every few weeks.

Originally Posted by Marmite the Dog

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KNOCK IT OFF!!!

Originally Posted by mad_dog

Originally Posted by obsidian

cleaning up is fucking hard. hang in.

I am doubly cursed becuase i have long term syndrome that causes pain and sleeplessness and the only remedy (there is no cure) is synthetic opiates and sedatives ( great things for a natural-born-spinner to take sensibly)

Don't want to sound like a new-ager, but meditation worked for me. Must be a temple near you, Maddog. Takes real focus to learn, but wow, it's worth the effort.
Hope you get better.

Originally Posted by Milkman

Originally Posted by Marmite the Dog

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KNOCK IT OFF!!!

Sorry Milky.

Originally Posted by mad_dog

But thinking about it I only drank 5 big beers last night and am now drinking four to ease the crappyness feeling ( some speed got into the mix) Is a 9 or 12 beer binge once a month such a bad thing ???

What do you want me to say?
You are the one trying to give up the Piss.

It's too much, but not really that much.
Get your head back together, It's where you're At, not where your at.