Appreciation: Vic Chesnutt
by
Stephen M. Deusner, posted
January 11, 2010
In October, just two months before his death on Christmas Day, I interviewed Vic Chesnutt about his latest album,
At the Cut, and his then-current tour with members of Fugazi and Thee Silver Mt. Zion Memorial Orchestra. I opened the conversation with an icebreaker about the collection and the general impression he wanted to convey through it: "That I'm a fuckin' MONSTER!!!!" was his spirited reply. It was my mistake, asking a stock question of an artist who is anything but stock. In his nearly 20-year career, the Georgia native has been an unfailingly unique and ornery songwriter who has over time chucked his limitations and written and re-written his own rules as he went along.
Throughout our interview, he had trouble explaining his own music, not because he was disengaged or disingenuous but because he felt the songs themselves said everything he needed to say, so why bother discussing them further? Why dispel the mystery or explain the art? He did finally reveal that his new band was the best band there could ever be and that the album is all about inspiration: "'Philip Guston' was inspired by Philip Guston. 'Chain' was inspired by Jem Cohen's movie
Chain. 'Chinaberry Tree' was inspired by an off-handed remark by my father-in-law. I wanted to show in the lyrics sheet where some of these ideas came from. I wanted to illustrate about inspiration. That's why the cover's inside the Met. It's all very appropriate."
Since releasing his first album,
Little, in 1990, Chesnutt never seemed at a loss for inspiration. He released 13 albums under his own name, along with one album as Dark Developments (with Elf Power and the Amorphous Strums) and two as brute. (with members of Widespread Panic). He was a serial collaborator: Each album introduced new partners in crime who introduced new sounds and ideas into Chesnutt's repertoire, creating piecemeal a highly diverse and accomplished catalog featuring Michael Stipe (who produced his first two albums), Lambchop, Van Dyke Parks, Kelly and Nikki Keneipp, Bill Frisell, and Jonathan Richman.
Despite his gregarious recording habits, Chesnutt often came across as a fucking MONSTER, if only toward himself. Both as author and character, he is inescapably the subject of his songs, and his is the one perspective he could never escape. Countering dark subjects with darker humor, his chagrined albums comprise an autobiography in song, recounting a storied life, documenting strained relationships, and evoking perilous despair. Arguably the defining moment of his life-- or at least his career-- occurred in 1983, when Chesnutt was in a car accident. Already the 18-year-old budding musician was harboring intense depression and suicidal thoughts, and the accident left him with a broken neck. For the rest of his life he was confined to a wheelchair, still able to play guitar and make the scribbly sketches that would later adorn his albums. After moving to Athens in the mid 1980s, he began a weekly residency at the 40 Watt Club, writing songs about friends, acquaintances, or people in the audience.
Little, which Chesnutt and Stipe recorded in one quick, casual session, recounts his southern childhood in careful and often chilling detail, whether he's watching "Speed Racer" on TV or building rabbit traps out in the woods near his home. Such bittersweet memories colored his songwriting for years, most memorably in "Panic Pure", a standout track from his second album,
West of Rome:
My earliest memory is of holding up a sparkler
High up to the darkest sky
Some Fourth of July spectacular
I shook it with an urgency
I'll never ever be able to repeat.
In 1996, Chesnutt was the subject of a tribute album,
Sweet Relief II, featuring Cracker, R.E.M., Sparklehorse, and, most memorably, Mary Margaret O'Hara covering his songs. It introduced the singer to a new audience and also revealed the extent of his medical bills. When he died, he was more than $70,000 in debt, which he claimed prevented him from receiving crucial treatment. It's unclear how these things contributed to his death.
There's a prickly physicality to his lyrics, which often referred implicitly to his medical conditions. On "Supernatural", from 1993's
Drunk, he describes an out-of-body experience that transforms the medical into the mystical: "I flew around the hospital room once on intravenous Demerol, it weren't supernatural." His music was full of similarly odd textures: His reedy, wry voice could float up into a buoyant falsetto or descend into a menacing grumble, and he mangled his pronunciation and meter playfully, drawing out syllables to make familiar words sound wholly new. He has been celebrated as a singer and songwriter, but Chesnutt was also a shrewd guitarist with a similarly squirrely style. Because he lost some movement in his hands after the accident, he picked out his notes with what sounds like a slight hesitation, putting them just askew of the beat and giving songs like "Withering" and "When the Bottom Fell Out" their uneasy pace.
Chesnutt's music was an idiosyncratic blend of folk, art-rock, and country, but the darkness of his songs was never an expectation of style or a genre accessory. Rather, it was the consequence of simply being Vic Chesnutt. He let loose all of his demons into his songs, which aren't confessional as much as they are self-reckoning, but he let more light into later songs, which sound more gracious and poignant within the framework of his career. Consider "Flirted With You All My Life", a track from
At the Cut which has become something of an epitaph in the past few weeks, quoted in numerous obituaries:
When you touched a friend of mine
I thought I would lose my mind
But I found out with time
That really, I was not ready
O Death... I'm not ready
The tragic irony of "Flirted With You All My Life" is that Chesnutt died so soon after writing those lines. There is, however, no comfort in that song; he is neither coming to terms with death nor is revealing a new appreciation for life. Instead, he is simply ruminating fearfully of the monstrous finality of death and the unbearable enormity of oblivion. That he could parse his meaning so finely in just a few words made his voice unique and his death all the more tragic: "Flirted With You All My Life" sounds like a middle chapter, not the end of the story.